i want You more than my insecurities.

in this journey, He is becoming more and more real to me, just another part of my being, but so much more than that. He has made sure to call me beloved and speak to me louder. i'm doing things i never thought i would be able to do, because of His unending love. i'm a daughter of the King and that breeds confidence. sure, i still hate that i'm loud and emotional, but the minute i take comfort in that, i'm sure it won't be so bad. so that's my next journey: i want You more than my insecurity. i will do my absolute best to only speak good over myself all week. and if i mess up, i will say 3 good things about myself to the person i'm speaking to. for every negative comment, 3 good things will follow. i think this combined with talking with derek will be one of the hardest parts of the journey. but He said He would never leave me or forsake me, and that His strength is made perfect in my weakness, and i believe Him.